Post by Ruby on Apr 20, 2008 9:17:47 GMT -5
I cant get him out of my head and i dont know why.....every second if im not with him, im thinking of him...its driving me crazy, but in the good way.
I feel like i could watch him for hours, but not in the creepy stalker kinda way....
The more time we spend together, the more i learn about him, the more i get to know him, the more i start to feel for him, the more i want him.
To feel his hands on me, his fingers in my hair, his lips on mine...god its gonna slowly drive me crazy.
Now im not normally one for writing things down, hell i dont even know why ive started, im no stupid high school prom queen with nothing but fashion tips and boys to write about. but i just know if i keep all of this locked up for much longer im really going to burst.
So here i am...starting my own journal...venting my thouths, putting my minds pictures into words...being open being honest....showing you the real me.
So this guy, who i cant get out of my head, who over thelast fe weeks ive spent 24/7 with...does he have a name...hes sure does...Sam Winchester.
Even the sound of his name makes my stomach fill with those wried butterfiles. I can honeslty say i cant remember the last time it did that.
The tension between sam i and i....electric to say the least...i see the way he looks at him, i can pratically read his thoughts, he wasnts me just as much as i want him, what started out as a need for each other, to save dean, truend into something so much more...when and how it did, i have no idea...but im not going to fight it...because i want it...there i admited it...i want Sam Winchester. ....and i know as well as he does something is goin to happen soon....
So ill keep you posted.
Ruby.
I feel like i could watch him for hours, but not in the creepy stalker kinda way....
The more time we spend together, the more i learn about him, the more i get to know him, the more i start to feel for him, the more i want him.
To feel his hands on me, his fingers in my hair, his lips on mine...god its gonna slowly drive me crazy.
Now im not normally one for writing things down, hell i dont even know why ive started, im no stupid high school prom queen with nothing but fashion tips and boys to write about. but i just know if i keep all of this locked up for much longer im really going to burst.
So here i am...starting my own journal...venting my thouths, putting my minds pictures into words...being open being honest....showing you the real me.
So this guy, who i cant get out of my head, who over thelast fe weeks ive spent 24/7 with...does he have a name...hes sure does...Sam Winchester.
Even the sound of his name makes my stomach fill with those wried butterfiles. I can honeslty say i cant remember the last time it did that.
The tension between sam i and i....electric to say the least...i see the way he looks at him, i can pratically read his thoughts, he wasnts me just as much as i want him, what started out as a need for each other, to save dean, truend into something so much more...when and how it did, i have no idea...but im not going to fight it...because i want it...there i admited it...i want Sam Winchester. ....and i know as well as he does something is goin to happen soon....
So ill keep you posted.
Ruby.
